I just sit here, hoping, wanting to find something that is meaningful for me. I have a cushy job at the moment. I have had one for several months now. What have I accomplished during that time? Nothing that is meaningful. Nothing that makes me proud. Nothing that took my blood and sweat to build. Nothing to call my own. I changed nothing of myself during the last several months and I complain that nothing is getting better. I am doing that to myself. Aim to do something, anything, by the end of January. By the end of January, I will have completed Tallgeese.

That is my purpose for this month.